Chapter 13 - THE RETURN OF THE SUN
					Scott's Last Expedition 
					- The Journals of Captain R. F. Scott
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						Chapter 11 |
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						Chapter 14 |
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						Chapter 17 |
						Chapter 18 
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						Chapter 20 
						|  Appendix
						Summary
						(2 pages) of the Terra 
						Nova Expedition |
						The Men of 
						the Expedition
Thursday, August 3
We have had such a 
					long spell of fine clear weather without especially low temperatures 
					that one can scarcely grumble at the change which we found on 
					waking this morning, when the canopy of stratus cloud spread 
					over us and the wind came in those fitful gusts which promise 
					a gale. All day the wind force has been slowly increasing, whilst 
					the temperature has risen to -15°, but there is no snow 
					falling or drifting as yet. The steam cloud of Erebus was streaming 
					away to the N.W. this morning; now it is hidden.
Our 
					expectations have been falsified so often that we feel ourselves 
					wholly incapable as weather prophets--therefore one scarce dares 
					to predict a blizzard even in face of such disturbance as exists. 
					A paper handed to Simpson by David, [28] and purporting to contain 
					a description of approaching signs, together with the cause 
					and effect of our blizzards, proves equally hopeless. We have 
					not obtained a single scrap of evidence to verify its statements, 
					and a great number of our observations definitely contradict 
					them. The plain fact is that no two of our storms have been 
					heralded by the same signs.
The low Barrier temperatures 
					experienced by the Crozier Party has naturally led to speculation 
					on the situation of Amundsen and his Norwegians. If his thermometers 
					continuously show temperatures below -60°, the party will 
					have a pretty bad winter and it is difficult to see how he will 
					keep his dogs alive. I should feel anxious if Campbell was in 
					that quarter. [29]
Saturday, August 5
					The sky has continued to wear a disturbed appearance, but so 
					far nothing has come of it. A good deal of light snow has been 
					falling to-day; a brisk northerly breeze is drifting it along, 
					giving a very strange yet beautiful effect in the north, where 
					the strong red twilight filters through the haze.
The 
					Crozier Party tell a good story of Bowers, who on their return 
					journey with their recovered tent fitted what he called a 'tent 
					downhaul' and secured it round his sleeping-bag and himself. 
					If the tent went again, he determined to go with it.
					Our lecture programme has been renewed. Last night Simpson gave 
					a capital lecture on general meteorology. He started on the 
					general question of insolation, giving various tables to show 
					proportion of sun's heat received at the polar and equatorial 
					regions. Broadly, in latitude 80° one would expect about 
					22 per cent, of the heat received at a spot on the equator.
					
He dealt with the temperature question by showing interesting 
					tabular comparisons between northern and southern temperatures 
					at given latitudes. So far as these tables go they show the 
					South Polar summer to be 15° colder than the North Polar, 
					but the South Polar winter 3° warmer than the North Polar, 
					but of course this last figure would be completely altered if 
					the observer were to winter on the Barrier. I fancy Amundsen 
					will not concede those 3°!!
From temperatures our 
					lecturer turned to pressures and the upward turn of the gradient 
					in high southern latitudes, as shown by the Discovery Expedition. 
					This bears of course on the theory which places an anticyclone 
					in the South Polar region. Lockyer's theories came under discussion; 
					a good many facts appear to support them. The westerly winds 
					of the Roaring Forties are generally understood to be a succession 
					of cyclones. Lockyer's hypothesis supposes that there are some 
					eight or ten cyclones continually revolving at a rate of about 
					10° of longitude a day, and he imagines them to extend from 
					the 40th parallel to beyond the 60th, thus giving the strong 
					westerly winds in the forties and easterly and southerly in 
					60° to 70°. Beyond 70° there appears to be generally 
					an irregular outpouring of cold air from the polar area, with 
					an easterly component significant of anticyclone conditions.
					
Simpson evolved a new blizzard theory on this. He supposes 
					the surface air intensely cooled over the continental and Barrier 
					areas, and the edge of this cold region lapped by warmer air 
					from the southern limits of Lockyer's cyclones. This would produce 
					a condition of unstable equilibrium, with great potentiality 
					for movement. Since, as we have found, volumes of cold air at 
					different temperatures are very loath to mix, the condition 
					could not be relieved by any gradual process, but continues 
					until the stream is released by some minor cause, when, the 
					ball once started, a huge disturbance results. It seems to be 
					generally held that warm air is passing polewards from the equator 
					continuously at the high levels. It is this potentially warm 
					air which, mixed by the disturbance with the cold air of the 
					interior, gives to our winds so high a temperature.
Such 
					is this theory--like its predecessor it is put up for cockshies, 
					and doubtless by our balloon work or by some other observations 
					it will be upset or modified. Meanwhile it is well to keep one's 
					mind alive with such problems, which mark the road of advance.
					
Sunday, August 6
Sunday with its usual 
					routine. Hymn singing has become a point on which we begin to 
					take some pride to ourselves. With our full attendance of singers 
					we now get a grand volume of sound.
The day started overcast. 
					Chalky is an excellent adjective to describe the appearance 
					of our outlook when the light is much diffused and shadows poor; 
					the scene is dull and flat.
In the afternoon the sky 
					cleared, the moon over Erebus gave a straw colour to the dissipating 
					clouds. This evening the air is full of ice crystals and a stratus 
					forms again. This alternation of clouded and clear skies has 
					been the routine for some time now and is accompanied by the 
					absence of wind which is delightfully novel.
The blood 
					of the Crozier Party, tested by Atkinson, shows a very slight 
					increase of acidity--such was to be expected, and it is pleasing 
					to note that there is no sign of scurvy. If the preserved foods 
					had tended to promote the disease, the length of time and severity 
					of conditions would certainly have brought it out. I think we 
					should be safe on the long journey.
I have had several 
					little chats with Wilson on the happenings of the journey. He 
					says there is no doubt Cherry-Garrard felt the conditions most 
					severely, though he was not only without complaint, but continuously 
					anxious to help others.
Apropos, we both conclude that 
					it is the younger people that have the worst time; Gran, our 
					youngest member (23), is a very clear example, and now Cherry-Garrard 
					at 26.
Wilson (39) says he never felt cold less than 
					he does now; I suppose that between 30 and 40 is the best all 
					round age. Bowers is a wonder of course. He is 29. When past 
					the forties it is encouraging to remember that Peary was 52!!
					
Thursday, August 10
There has been very 
					little to record of late and my pen has been busy on past records.
					
The weather has been moderately good and as before wholly 
					incomprehensible. Wind has come from a clear sky and from a 
					clouded one; we had a small blow on Tuesday but it never reached 
					gale force; it came without warning, and every sign which we 
					have regarded as a warning has proved a bogey. The fact is, 
					one must always be prepared for wind and never expect it.
					
The daylight advances in strides. Day has fitted an extra 
					sash to our window and the light admitted for the first time 
					through triple glass. With this device little ice collects inside.
					
The ponies are very fit but inclined to be troublesome: 
					the quiet beasts develop tricks without rhyme or reason. Chinaman 
					still kicks and squeals at night. Anton's theory is that he 
					does it to warm himself, and perhaps there is something in it. 
					When eating snow he habitually takes too large a mouthful and 
					swallows it; it is comic to watch him, because when the snow 
					chills his inside he shuffles about with all four legs and wears 
					a most fretful, aggrieved expression: but no sooner has the 
					snow melted than he seizes another mouthful. Other ponies take 
					small mouthfuls or melt a large one on their tongues--this act 
					also produces an amusing expression. Victor and Snippets are 
					confirmed wind suckers. They are at it all the time when the 
					manger board is in place, but it is taken down immediately after 
					feeding time, and then they can only seek vainly for something 
					to catch hold of with their teeth. 'Bones' has taken to kicking 
					at night for no imaginable reason. He hammers away at the back 
					of his stall merrily; we have covered the boards with several 
					layers of sacking, so that the noise is cured, if not the habit. 
					The annoying part of these tricks is that they hold the possibility 
					of damage to the pony. I am glad to say all the lice have disappeared; 
					the final conquest was effected with a very simple remedy--the 
					infected ponies were washed with water in which tobacco had 
					been steeped. Oates had seen this decoction used effectively 
					with troop horses. The result is the greater relief, since we 
					had run out of all the chemicals which had been used for the 
					same purpose.
I have now definitely told off the ponies 
					for the Southern Journey, and the new masters will take charge 
					on September 1. They will continually exercise the animals so 
					as to get to know them as well as possible. The arrangement 
					has many obvious advantages. The following is the order:
					
Bowers Victor. Evans (P.O.) Snatcher. Wilson Nobby. Crean 
					Bones. Atkinson Jehu. Keohane Jimmy Pigg. Wright Chinaman. Oates 
					Christopher. Cherry-Garrard Michael. Myself & Oates Snippets.
					
The first balloon of the season was sent up yesterday by 
					Bowers and Simpson. It rose on a southerly wind, but remained 
					in it for 100 feet or less, then for 300 or 400 feet it went 
					straight up, and after that directly south over Razor Back Island. 
					Everything seemed to go well, the thread, on being held, tightened 
					and then fell slack as it should do. It was followed for two 
					miles or more running in a straight line for Razor Back, but 
					within a few hundred yards of the Island it came to an end. 
					The searchers went round the Island to try and recover the clue, 
					but without result. Almost identically the same thing happened 
					after the last ascent made, and we are much puzzled to find 
					the cause.
The continued proximity of the south moving 
					air currents above is very interesting.
The Crozier Party 
					are not right yet, their feet are exceedingly sore, and there 
					are other indications of strain. I must almost except Bowers, 
					who, whatever his feelings, went off as gaily as usual on the 
					search for the balloon.
Saw a very beautiful effect on 
					my afternoon walk yesterday: the full moon was shining brightly 
					from a quarter exactly opposite to the fading twilight and the 
					icebergs were lit on one side by the yellow lunar light and 
					on the other by the paler white daylight. The first seemed to 
					be gilded, while the diffused light of day gave to the other 
					a deep, cold, greenish-blue colour--the contrast was strikingly 
					beautiful.
Friday, August 11
The 
					long-expected blizzard came in the night; it is still blowing 
					hard with drift.
Yesterday evening Oates gave his second 
					lecture on 'Horse management.' He was brief and a good deal 
					to the point. 'Not born but made' was his verdict on the good 
					manager of animals. 'The horse has no reasoning power at all, 
					but an excellent memory'; sights and sounds recall circumstances 
					under which they were previously seen or heard. It is no use 
					shouting at a horse: ten to one he will associate the noise 
					with some form of trouble, and getting excited, will set out 
					to make it. It is ridiculous for the rider of a bucking horse 
					to shout 'Whoa!'--'I know,' said the Soldier, 'because I have 
					done it.' Also it is to be remembered that loud talk to one 
					horse may disturb other horses. The great thing is to be firm 
					and quiet.
A horse's memory, explained the Soldier, warns 
					it of events to come. He gave instances of hunters and race-horses 
					which go off their feed and show great excitement in other ways 
					before events for which they are prepared; for this reason every 
					effort should be made to keep the animals quiet in camp. Rugs 
					should be put on directly after a halt and not removed till 
					the last moment before a march.
After a few hints on 
					leading the lecturer talked of possible improvements in our 
					wintering arrangements. A loose box for each animal would be 
					an advantage, and a small amount of litter on which he could 
					lie down. Some of our ponies lie down, but rarely for more than 
					10 minutes--the Soldier thinks they find the ground too cold. 
					He thinks it would be wise to clip animals before the winter 
					sets in. He is in doubt as to the advisability of grooming. 
					He passed to the improvements preparing for the coming journey--the 
					nose bags, picketing lines, and rugs. He proposes to bandage 
					the legs of all ponies. Finally he dealt with the difficult 
					subjects of snow blindness and soft surfaces: for the first 
					he suggested dyeing the forelocks, which have now grown quite 
					long. Oates indulges a pleasant conceit in finishing his discourses 
					with a merry tale. Last night's tale evoked shouts of laughter, 
					but, alas! it is quite unprintable! Our discussion hinged altogether 
					on the final subjects of the lecture as concerning snow blindness--the 
					dyed forelocks seem inadequate, and the best suggestion seems 
					the addition of a sun bonnet rather than blinkers, or, better 
					still, a peak over the eyes attached to the headstall. I doubt 
					if this question will be difficult to settle, but the snow-shoe 
					problem is much more serious. This has been much in our minds 
					of late, and Petty Officer Evans has been making trial shoes 
					for Snatcher on vague ideas of our remembrance of the shoes 
					worn for lawn mowing.
Besides the problem of the form 
					of the shoes, comes the question of the means of attachment. 
					All sorts of suggestions were made last night as to both points, 
					and the discussion cleared the air a good deal. I think that 
					with slight modification our present pony snow-shoes made on 
					the grating or racquet principle may prove best after all. The 
					only drawback is that they are made for very soft snow and unnecessarily 
					large for the Barrier; this would make them liable to be strained 
					on hard patches. The alternative seems to be to perfect the 
					principle of the lawn mowing shoe, which is little more than 
					a stiff bag over the hoof.
Perhaps we shall come to both 
					kinds: the first for the quiet animals and the last for the 
					more excitable. I am confident the matter is of first importance.
					
Monday, August 14
Since the comparatively 
					short storm of Friday, in which we had a temperature of -30° 
					with a 50 m.p.h. wind, we have had two delightfully calm days, 
					and to-day there is every promise of the completion of a third. 
					On such days the light is quite good for three to four hours 
					at midday and has a cheering effect on man and beast.
					
The ponies are so pleased that they seize the slightest 
					opportunity to part company with their leaders and gallop off 
					with tail and heels flung high. The dogs are equally festive 
					and are getting more exercise than could be given in the dark. 
					The two Esquimaux dogs have been taken in hand by Clissold, 
					as I have noted before. He now takes them out with a leader 
					borrowed from Meares, usually little 'Noogis.' On Saturday the 
					sledge capsized at the tide crack; Clissold was left on the 
					snow whilst the team disappeared in the distance. Noogis returned 
					later, having eaten through his harness, and the others were 
					eventually found some two miles away, 'foul' of an ice hummock. 
					Yesterday Clissold took the same team to Cape Royds; they brought 
					back a load of 100 lbs. a dog in about two hours. It would have 
					been a good performance for the best dogs in the time, and considering 
					that Meares pronounced these two dogs useless, Clissold deserves 
					a great deal of credit.
Yesterday we had a really successful 
					balloon ascent: the balloon ran out four miles of thread before 
					it was released, and the instrument fell without a parachute. 
					The searchers followed the clue about 2 1/2 miles to the north, 
					when it turned and came back parallel to itself, and only about 
					30 yards distant from it. The instrument was found undamaged 
					and with the record properly scratched.
Nelson has been 
					out a good deal more of late. He has got a good little run of 
					serial temperatures with water samples, and however meagre his 
					results, they may be counted as exceedingly accurate; his methods 
					include the great scientific care which is now considered necessary 
					for this work, and one realises that he is one of the few people 
					who have been trained in it. Yesterday he got his first net 
					haul from the bottom, with the assistance of Atkinson and Cherry-Garrard.
					
Atkinson has some personal interest in the work. He has 
					been getting remarkable results himself and has discovered a 
					host of new parasites in the seals; he has been trying to correlate 
					these with like discoveries in the fishes, in hope of working 
					out complete life histories in both primary and secondary hosts.
					
But the joint hosts of the fishes may be the mollusca or 
					other creatures on which they feed, and hence the new fields 
					for Atkinson in Nelson's catches. There is a relative simplicity 
					in the round of life in its higher forms in these regions that 
					would seem especially hopeful for the parasitologist.
					
My afternoon walk has become a pleasure; everything is beautiful 
					in this half light and the northern sky grows redder as the 
					light wanes.
Tuesday, August 15
The 
					instrument recovered from the balloon shows an ascent of 2 1/2 
					miles, and the temperature at that height only 5° or 6° 
					C. below that at the surface. If, as one must suppose, this 
					layer extends over the Barrier, it would there be at a considerably 
					higher temperature than the surface Simpson has imagined a very 
					cold surface layer on the Barrier.
The acetylene has 
					suddenly failed, and I find myself at this moment writing by 
					daylight for the first time.
The first addition to our 
					colony came last night, when 'Lassie' produced six or seven 
					puppies--we are keeping the family very quiet and as warm as 
					possible in the stable.
It is very pleasant to note the 
					excellent relations which our young Russians have established 
					with other folk; they both work very hard, Anton having most 
					to do. Demetri is the more intelligent and begins to talk English 
					fairly well. Both are on the best terms with their mess-mates, 
					and it was amusing last night to see little Anton jamming a 
					felt hat over P.O. Evans' head in high good humour.
Wright 
					lectured on radium last night.
The transformation of 
					the radio-active elements suggestive of the transmutation of 
					metals was perhaps the most interesting idea suggested, but 
					the discussion ranged mainly round the effect which the discovery 
					of radio-activity has had on physics and chemistry in its bearing 
					on the origin of matter, on geology as bearing on the internal 
					heat of the earth, and on medicine in its curative powers. The 
					geologists and doctors admitted little virtue to it, but of 
					course the physicists boomed their own wares, which enlivened 
					the debate.
Thursday, August 17
The 
					weather has been extremely kind to us of late; we haven't a 
					single grumble against it. The temperature hovers pretty constantly 
					at about -35°, there is very little wind and the sky is 
					clear and bright. In such weather one sees well for more than 
					three hours before and after noon, the landscape unfolds itself, 
					and the sky colours are always delicate and beautiful. At noon 
					to-day there was bright sunlight on the tops of the Western 
					Peaks and on the summit and steam of Erebus--of late the vapour 
					cloud of Erebus has been exceptionally heavy and fantastic in 
					form.
The balloon has become a daily institution. Yesterday 
					the instrument was recovered in triumph, but to-day the threads 
					carried the searchers in amongst the icebergs and soared aloft 
					over their crests--anon the clue was recovered beyond, and led 
					towards Tent Island, then towards Inaccessible, then back to 
					the bergs. Never was such an elusive thread. Darkness descended 
					with the searchers on a strong scent for the Razor Backs: Bowers 
					returned full of hope.
The wretched Lassie has killed 
					every one of her litter. She is mother for the first time, and 
					possibly that accounts for it. When the poor little mites were 
					alive she constantly left them, and when taken back she either 
					trod on them or lay on them, till not one was left alive. It 
					is extremely annoying.
As the daylight comes, people 
					are busier than ever. It does one good to see so much work going 
					on.
Friday, August 18
Atkinson lectured 
					on 'Scurvy' last night. He spoke clearly and slowly, but the 
					disease is anything but precise. He gave a little summary of 
					its history afloat and the remedies long in use in the Navy.
					
He described the symptoms with some detail. Mental depression, 
					debility, syncope, petechiae, livid patches, spongy gums, lesions, 
					swellings, and so on to things that are worse. He passed to 
					some of the theories held and remedies tried in accordance with 
					them. Ralph came nearest the truth in discovering decrease of 
					chlorine and alkalinity of urine. Sir Almroth Wright has hit 
					the truth, he thinks, in finding increased acidity of blood--acid 
					intoxication--by methods only possible in recent years.
					
This acid condition is due to two salts, sodium hydrogen 
					carbonate and sodium hydrogen phosphate; these cause the symptoms 
					observed and infiltration of fat in organs, leading to feebleness 
					of heart action. The method of securing and testing serum of 
					patient was described (titration, a colorimetric method of measuring 
					the percentage of substances in solution), and the test by litmus 
					paper of normal or super-normal solution. In this test the ordinary 
					healthy man shows normal 30 to 50: the scurvy patient normal 
					90.
Lactate of sodium increases alkalinity of blood, 
					but only within narrow limits, and is the only chemical remedy 
					suggested.
So far for diagnosis, but it does not bring 
					us much closer to the cause, preventives, or remedies. Practically 
					we are much as we were before, but the lecturer proceeded to 
					deal with the practical side.
In brief, he holds the 
					first cause to be tainted food, but secondary or contributory 
					causes may be even more potent in developing the disease. Damp, 
					cold, over-exertion, bad air, bad light, in fact any condition 
					exceptional to normal healthy existence. Remedies are merely 
					to change these conditions for the better. Dietetically, fresh 
					vegetables are the best curatives--the lecturer was doubtful 
					of fresh meat, but admitted its possibility in polar climate; 
					lime juice only useful if regularly taken. He discussed lightly 
					the relative values of vegetable stuffs, doubtful of those containing 
					abundance of phosphates such as lentils. He touched theory again 
					in continuing the cause of acidity to bacterial action--and 
					the possibility of infection in epidemic form. Wilson is evidently 
					slow to accept the 'acid intoxication' theory; his attitude 
					is rather 'non proven.' His remarks were extremely sound and 
					practical as usual. He proved the value of fresh meat in polar 
					regions.
Scurvy seems very far away from us this time, 
					yet after our Discovery experience, one feels that no trouble 
					can be too great or no precaution too small to be adopted to 
					keep it at bay. Therefore such an evening as last was well spent.
					
It is certain we shall not have the disease here, but one 
					cannot foresee equally certain avoidance in the southern journey 
					to come. All one can do is to take every possible precaution.
					
Ran over to Tent Island this afternoon and climbed to the 
					top--I have not been there since 1903. Was struck with great 
					amount of loose sand; it seemed to get smaller in grain from 
					S. to N. Fine view from top of island: one specially notices 
					the gap left by the breaking up of the Glacier Tongue.
					
The distance to the top of the island and back is between 
					7 and 8 statute miles, and the run in this weather is fine healthy 
					exercise. Standing on the island to-day with a glorious view 
					of mountains, islands, and glaciers, I thought how very different 
					must be the outlook of the Norwegians. A dreary white plain 
					of Barrier behind and an uninviting stretch of sea ice in front. 
					With no landmarks, nothing to guide if the light fails, it is 
					probable that they venture but a very short distance from their 
					hut.
The prospects of such a situation do not smile on 
					us.
The weather remains fine--this is the sixth day without 
					wind.
Sunday, August 20
The long-expected 
					blizzard came yesterday--a good honest blow, the drift vanishing 
					long before the wind. This and the rise of temperature (to 2°) 
					has smoothed and polished all ice or snow surfaces. A few days 
					ago I could walk anywhere in my soft finnesko with sealskin 
					soles; to-day it needed great caution to prevent tumbles. I 
					think there has been a good deal of ablation.
The sky 
					is clear to-day, but the wind still strong though warm. I went 
					along the shore of the North Bay and climbed to the glacier 
					over one of the drifted faults in the ice face. It is steep 
					and slippery, but by this way one can arrive above the Ramp 
					without touching rock and thus avoid cutting soft footwear.
					
The ice problems in our neighbourhood become more fascinating 
					and elusive as one re-examines them by the returning light; 
					some will be solved.
Monday, August 21
					Weights and measurements last evening. We have remained surprisingly 
					constant. There seems to have been improvement in lung power 
					and grip is shown by spirometer and dynamometer, but weights 
					have altered very little. I have gone up nearly 3 lbs. in winter, 
					but the increase has occurred during the last month, when I 
					have been taking more exercise. Certainly there is every reason 
					to be satisfied with the general state of health.
The 
					ponies are becoming a handful. Three of the four exercised to-day 
					so far have run away--Christopher and Snippets broke away from 
					Oates and Victor from Bowers. Nothing but high spirits, there 
					is no vice in these animals; but I fear we are going to have 
					trouble with sledges and snow-shoes. At present the Soldier 
					dare not issue oats or the animals would become quite unmanageable. 
					Bran is running low; he wishes he had more of it.
					Tuesday, August 22
I am renewing study of 
					glacier problems; the face of the ice cliff 300 yards east of 
					the homestead is full of enigmas. Yesterday evening Ponting 
					gave us a lecture on his Indian travels. He is very frank in 
					acknowledging his debt to guide-books for information, nevertheless 
					he tells his story well and his slides are wonderful. In personal 
					reminiscence he is distinctly dramatic--he thrilled us a good 
					deal last night with a vivid description of a sunrise in the 
					sacred city of Benares. In the first dim light the waiting, 
					praying multitude of bathers, the wonderful ritual and its incessant 
					performance; then, as the sun approaches, the hush--the effect 
					of thousands of worshippers waiting in silence--a silence to 
					be felt. Finally, as the first rays appear, the swelling roar 
					of a single word from tens of thousands of throats: 'Ambah!' 
					It was artistic to follow this picture of life with the gruesome 
					horrors of the ghat. This impressionist style of lecturing is 
					very attractive and must essentially cover a great deal of ground. 
					So we saw Jeypore, Udaipore, Darjeeling, and a confusing number 
					of places--temples, monuments and tombs in profusion, with remarkable 
					pictures of the wonderful Taj Mahal--horses, elephants, alligators, 
					wild boars, and flamingoes--warriors, fakirs, and nautch girls--an 
					impression here and an impression there.
It is worth 
					remembering how attractive this style can be--in lecturing one 
					is inclined to give too much attention to connecting links which 
					join one episode to another. A lecture need not be a connected 
					story; perhaps it is better it should not be.
It was 
					my night on duty last night and I watched the oncoming of a 
					blizzard with exceptional beginnings. The sky became very gradually 
					overcast between 1 and 4 A.M. About 2.30 the temperature rose 
					on a steep grade from -20° to -3°; the barometer was 
					falling, rapidly for these regions. Soon after 4 the wind came 
					with a rush, but without snow or drift. For a time it was more 
					gusty than has ever yet been recorded even in this region. In 
					one gust the wind rose from 4 to 68 m.p.h. and fell again to 
					20 m.p.h. within a minute; another reached 80 m.p.h., but not 
					from such a low point of origin. The effect in the hut was curious; 
					for a space all would be quiet, then a shattering blast would 
					descend with a clatter and rattle past ventilator and chimneys, 
					so sudden, so threatening, that it was comforting to remember 
					the solid structure of our building. The suction of such a gust 
					is so heavy that even the heavy snow-covered roof of the stable, 
					completely sheltered on the lee side of the main building, is 
					violently shaken--one could well imagine the plight of our adventurers 
					at C. Crozier when their roof was destroyed. The snow which 
					came at 6 lessened the gustiness and brought the ordinary phenomena 
					of a blizzard. It is blowing hard to-day, with broken windy 
					clouds and roving bodies of drift. A wild day for the return 
					of the sun. Had it been fine to-day we should have seen the 
					sun for the first time; yesterday it shone on the lower foothills 
					to the west, but to-day we see nothing but gilded drift clouds. 
					Yet it is grand to have daylight rushing at one.
					Wednesday, August 23
We toasted the sun 
					in champagne last night, coupling Victor Campbell's name as 
					his birthday coincides. The return of the sun could not be appreciated 
					as we have not had a glimpse of it, and the taste of the champagne 
					went wholly unappreciated; it was a very mild revel. Meanwhile 
					the gale continues. Its full force broke last night with an 
					average of nearly 70 m.p.h. for some hours: the temperature 
					has been up to 10° and the snowfall heavy. At seven this 
					morning the air was thicker with whirling drift than it has 
					ever been.
It seems as though the violence of the storms 
					which succeed our rare spells of fine weather is in proportion 
					to the duration of the spells.
Thursday, August 
					24
Another night and day of furious wind and drift, 
					and still no sign of the end. The temperature has been as high 
					as 16°. Now and again the snow ceases and then the drift 
					rapidly diminishes, but such an interval is soon followed by 
					fresh clouds of snow. It is quite warm outside, one can go about 
					with head uncovered--which leads me to suppose that one does 
					get hardened to cold to some extent--for I suppose one would 
					not wish to remain uncovered in a storm in England if the temperature 
					showed 16 degrees of frost. This is the third day of confinement 
					to the hut: it grows tedious, but there is no help, as it is 
					too thick to see more than a few yards out of doors.
					Friday, August 25
The gale continued all 
					night and it blows hard this morning, but the sky is clear, 
					the drift has ceased, and the few whale-back clouds about Erebus 
					carry a promise of improving conditions.
Last night there 
					was an intensely black cloud low on the northern horizon--but 
					for earlier experience of the winter one would have sworn to 
					it as a water sky; but I think the phenomenon is due to the 
					shadow of retreating drift clouds. This morning the sky is clear 
					to the north, so that the sea ice cannot have broken out in 
					the Sound.
During snowy gales it is almost necessary 
					to dress oneself in wind clothes if one ventures outside for 
					the briefest periods--exposed woollen or cloth materials become 
					heavy with powdery crystals in a minute or two, and when brought 
					into the warmth of the hut are soon wringing wet. Where there 
					is no drift it is quicker and easier to slip on an overcoat.
					
It is not often I have a sentimental attachment for articles 
					of clothing, but I must confess an affection for my veteran 
					uniform overcoat, inspired by its persistent utility. I find 
					that it is twenty-three years of age and can testify to its 
					strenuous existence. It has been spared neither rain, wind, 
					nor salt sea spray, tropic heat nor Arctic cold; it has outlived 
					many sets of buttons, from their glittering gilded youth to 
					green old age, and it supports its four-stripe shoulder straps 
					as gaily as the single lace ring of the early days which proclaimed 
					it the possession of a humble sub-lieutenant. Withal it is still 
					a very long way from the fate of the 'one-horse shay.'
					
Taylor gave us his final physiographical lecture last night. 
					It was completely illustrated with slides made from our own 
					negatives, Ponting's Alpine work, and the choicest illustrations 
					of certain scientific books. The preparation of the slides had 
					involved a good deal of work for Ponting as well as for the 
					lecturer. The lecture dealt with ice erosion, and the pictures 
					made it easy to follow the comparison of our own mountain forms 
					and glacial contours with those that have received so much attention 
					elsewhere. Noticeable differences are the absence of moraine 
					material on the lower surfaces of our glaciers, their relatively 
					insignificant movement, their steep sides, &c.... It is 
					difficult to convey the bearing of the difference or similarity 
					of various features common to the pictures under comparison 
					without their aid. It is sufficient to note that the points 
					to which the lecturer called attention were pretty obvious and 
					that the lecture was exceedingly instructive. The origin of 
					'cirques' or 'cwms,' of which we have remarkably fine examples, 
					is still a little mysterious--one notes also the requirement 
					of observation which might throw light on the erosion of previous 
					ages.
After Taylor's effort Ponting showed a number of 
					very beautiful slides of Alpine scenery--not a few are triumphs 
					of the photographer's art. As a wind-up Ponting took a flashlight 
					photograph of our hut converted into a lecture hall: a certain 
					amount of faking will be required, but I think this is very 
					allowable under the circumstances.
Oates tells me that 
					one of the ponies, 'Snippets,' will eat blubber! the possible 
					uses of such an animal are remarkable!
The gravel on 
					the north side of the hut against which the stable is built 
					has been slowly but surely worn down, leaving gaps under the 
					boarding. Through these gaps and our floor we get an unpleasantly 
					strong stable effluvium, especially when the wind is strong. 
					We are trying to stuff the holes up, but have not had much success 
					so far.
Saturday, August 26
A dying 
					wind and clear sky yesterday, and almost calm to-day. The noon 
					sun is cut off by the long low foot slope of Erebus which runs 
					to Cape Royds. Went up the Ramp at noon yesterday and found 
					no advantage--one should go over the floe to get the earliest 
					sight, and yesterday afternoon Evans caught a last glimpse of 
					the upper limb from that situation, whilst Simpson saw the same 
					from Wind Vane Hill.
The ponies are very buckish and 
					can scarcely be held in at exercise; it seems certain that they 
					feel the return of daylight. They were out in morning and afternoon 
					yesterday. Oates and Anton took out Christopher and Snippets 
					rather later. Both ponies broke away within 50 yards of the 
					stable and galloped away over the floe. It was nearly an hour 
					before they could be rounded up. Such escapades are the result 
					of high spirits; there is no vice in the animals.
We 
					have had comparatively little aurora of late, but last night 
					was an exception; there was a good display at 3 A.M.
					P.M
Just before lunch the sunshine could be seen gilding 
					the floe, and Ponting and I walked out to the bergs. The nearest 
					one has been overturned and is easily climbed. From the top 
					we could see the sun clear over the rugged outline of C. Barne. 
					It was glorious to stand bathed in brilliant sunshine once more. 
					We felt very young, sang and cheered--we were reminded of a 
					bright frosty morning in England--everything sparkled and the 
					air had the same crisp feel. There is little new to be said 
					of the return of the sun in polar regions, yet it is such a 
					very real and important event that one cannot pass it in silence. 
					It changes the outlook on life of every individual, foul weather 
					is robbed of its terrors; if it is stormy to-day it will be 
					fine to-morrow or the next day, and each day's delay will mean 
					a brighter outlook when the sky is clear.
Climbed the 
					Ramp in the afternoon, the shouts and songs of men and the neighing 
					of horses borne to my ears as I clambered over its kopjes.
					
We are now pretty well convinced that the Ramp is a moraine 
					resting on a platform of ice.
The sun rested on the sunshine 
					recorder for a few minutes, but made no visible impression. 
					We did not get our first record in the Discovery until September. 
					It is surprising that so little heat should be associated with 
					such a flood of light.
Sunday, August 27
					Overcast sky and chill south-easterly wind. Sunday routine, 
					no one very active. Had a run to South Bay over 'Domain.'
					
Monday, August 28
Ponting and Gran went 
					round the bergs late last night. On returning they saw a dog 
					coming over the floe from the north. The animal rushed towards 
					and leapt about them with every sign of intense joy. Then they 
					realised that it was our long lost Julick.
His mane was 
					crusted with blood and he smelt strongly of seal blubber--his 
					stomach was full, but the sharpness of back-bone showed that 
					this condition had only been temporary, daylight he looks very 
					fit and strong, and he is evidently very pleased to be home 
					again.
We are absolutely at a loss to account for his 
					adventures. It is exactly a month since he was missed--what 
					on earth can have happened to him all this time? One would give 
					a great deal to hear his tale. Everything is against the theory 
					that he was a wilful absentee--his previous habits and his joy 
					at getting back. If he wished to get back, he cannot have been 
					lost anywhere in the neighbourhood, for, as Meares says, the 
					barking of the station dogs can be heard at least 7 or 8 miles 
					away in calm weather, besides which there are tracks everywhere 
					and unmistakable landmarks to guide man or beast. I cannot but 
					think the animal has been cut off, but this can only have happened 
					by his being carried away on broken sea ice, and as far as we 
					know the open water has never been nearer than 10 or 12 miles 
					at the least. It is another enigma.
On Saturday last 
					a balloon was sent up. The thread was found broken a mile away. 
					Bowers and Simpson walked many miles in search of the instrument, 
					but could find no trace of it. The theory now propounded is 
					that if there is strong differential movement in air currents, 
					the thread is not strong enough to stand the strain as the balloon 
					passes from one current to another. It is amazing, and forces 
					the employment of a new system. It is now proposed to discard 
					the thread and attach the instrument to a flag and staff, which 
					it is hoped will plant itself in the snow on falling.
					
The sun is shining into the hut windows--already sunbeams 
					rest on the opposite walls.
I have mentioned the curious 
					cones which are the conspicuous feature of our Ramp scenery--they 
					stand from 8 to 20 feet in height, some irregular, but a number 
					quite perfectly conical in outline. To-day Taylor and Gran took 
					pick and crowbar and started to dig into one of the smaller 
					ones. After removing a certain amount of loose rubble they came 
					on solid rock, kenyte, having two or three irregular cracks 
					traversing the exposed surface. It was only with great trouble 
					they removed one or two of the smallest fragments severed by 
					these cracks. There was no sign of ice. This gives a great 'leg 
					up' to the 'debris' cone theory.
Demetri and Clissold 
					took two small teams of dogs to Cape Royds to-day. They found 
					some dog footprints near the hut, but think these were not made 
					by Julick. Demetri points far to the west as the scene of that 
					animal's adventures. Parties from C. Royds always bring a number 
					of illustrated papers which must have been brought down by the 
					Nimrod on her last visit. The ostensible object is to provide 
					amusement for our Russian companions, but as a matter of fact 
					everyone finds them interesting.
Tuesday, August 
					29
I find that the card of the sunshine recorder 
					showed an hour and a half's burn yesterday and was very faintly 
					marked on Saturday; already, therefore, the sun has given us 
					warmth, even if it can only be measured instrumentally.
					
Last night Meares told us of his adventures in and about 
					Lolo land, a wild Central Asian country nominally tributary 
					to Lhassa. He had no pictures and very makeshift maps, yet he 
					held us really entranced for nearly two hours by the sheer interest 
					of his adventures. The spirit of the wanderer is in Meares' 
					blood: he has no happiness but in the wild places of the earth. 
					I have never met so extreme a type. Even now he is looking forward 
					to getting away by himself to Hut Point, tired already of our 
					scant measure of civilisation.
He has keen natural powers 
					of observation for all practical facts and a quite prodigious 
					memory for such things, but a lack of scientific training causes 
					the acceptance of exaggerated appearances, which so often present 
					themselves to travellers when unfamiliar objects are first seen. 
					For instance, when the spoor of some unknown beast is described 
					as 6 inches across, one shrewdly guesses that a cold scientific 
					measurement would have reduced this figure by nearly a half; 
					so it is with mountains, cliffs, waterfalls, &c. With all 
					deduction on this account the lecture was extraordinarily interesting. 
					Meares lost his companion and leader, poor Brook, on the expedition 
					which he described to us. The party started up the Yangtse, 
					travelling from Shanghai to Hankow and thence to Ichang by steamer--then 
					by house-boat towed by coolies through wonderful gorges and 
					one dangerous rapid to Chunking and Chengtu. In those parts 
					the travellers always took the three principal rooms of the 
					inn they patronised, the cost 150 cash, something less than 
					fourpence--oranges 20 a penny--the coolies with 100 lb. loads 
					would cover 30 to 40 miles a day--salt is got in bores sunk 
					with bamboos to nearly a mile in depth; it takes two or three 
					generations to sink a bore. The lecturer described the Chinese 
					frontier town Quanchin, its people, its products, chiefly medicinal 
					musk pods from musk deer. Here also the wonderful ancient damming 
					of the river, and a temple to the constructor, who wrote, twenty 
					centuries ago, 'dig out your ditches, but keep your banks low.' 
					On we were taken along mountain trails over high snow-filled 
					passes and across rivers on bamboo bridges to Wassoo, a timber 
					centre from which great rafts of lumber are shot down the river, 
					over fearsome rapids, freighted with Chinamen. 'They generally 
					come through all right,' said the lecturer.
Higher up 
					the river (Min) live the peaceful Ching Ming people, an ancient 
					aboriginal stock, and beyond these the wild tribes, the Lolo 
					themselves. They made doubtful friends with a chief preparing 
					for war. Meares described a feast given to them in a barbaric 
					hall hung with skins and weapons, the men clad in buckskin dyed 
					red, and bristling with arms; barbaric dishes, barbaric music. 
					Then the hunt for new animals; the Chinese Tarkin, the parti-coloured 
					bear, blue mountain sheep, the golden-haired monkey, and talk 
					of new fruits and flowers and a host of little-known birds.
					
More adventures among the wild tribes of the mountains; 
					the white lamas, the black lamas and phallic worship. Curious 
					prehistoric caves with ancient terra-cotta figures resembling 
					only others found in Japan and supplying a curious link. A feudal 
					system running with well oiled wheels, the happiest of communities. 
					A separation (temporary) from Brook, who wrote in his diary 
					that tribes were very friendly and seemed anxious to help him, 
					and was killed on the day following--the truth hard to gather--the 
					recovery of his body, &c.
As he left the country 
					the Nepaulese ambassador arrives, returning from Pekin with 
					large escort and bound for Lhassa: the ambassador half demented: 
					and Meares, who speaks many languages, is begged by ambassador 
					and escort to accompany the party. He is obliged to miss this 
					chance of a lifetime.
This is the meagrest outline of 
					the tale which Meares adorned with a hundred incidental facts--for 
					instance, he told us of the Lolo trade in green waxfly--the 
					insect is propagated seasonally by thousands of Chinese who 
					subsist on the sale of the wax produced, but all insects die 
					between seasons. At the commencement of each season there is 
					a market to which the wild hill Lolos bring countless tiny bamboo 
					boxes, each containing a male and female insect, the breeding 
					of which is their share in the industry.
We are all adventurers 
					here, I suppose, and wild doings in wild countries appeal to 
					us as nothing else could do. It is good to know that there remain 
					wild corners of this dreadfully civilised world.
We have 
					had a bright fine day. This morning a balloon was sent up without 
					thread and with the flag device to which I have alluded. It 
					went slowly but steadily to the north and so over the Barne 
					Glacier. It was difficult to follow with glasses frequently 
					clouding with the breath, but we saw the instrument detached 
					when the slow match burned out. I'm afraid there is no doubt 
					it fell on the glacier and there is little hope of recovering 
					it. We have now decided to use a thread again, but to send the 
					bobbin up with the balloon, so that it unwinds from that end 
					and there will be no friction where it touches the snow or rock.
					
This investigation of upper air conditions is proving a 
					very difficult matter, but we are not beaten yet.
					Wednesday, August 30
Fine bright day. The 
					thread of the balloon sent up to-day broke very short off through 
					some fault in the cage holding the bobbin. By good luck the 
					instrument was found in the North Bay, and held a record.
					
This is the fifth record showing a constant inversion of 
					temperature for a few hundred feet and then a gradual fall, 
					so that the temperature of the surface is not reached again 
					for 2000 or 3000 feet. The establishment of this fact repays 
					much of the trouble caused by the ascents.
Thursday, 
					August 31
Went round about the Domain and Ramp with 
					Wilson. We are now pretty well decided as to certain matters 
					that puzzled us at first. The Ramp is undoubtedly a moraine 
					supported on the decaying end of the glacier. A great deal of 
					the underlying ice is exposed, but we had doubts as to whether 
					this ice was not the result of winter drifting and summer thawing. 
					We have a little difference of opinion as to whether this morainic 
					material has been brought down in surface layers or pushed up 
					from the bottom ice layers, as in Alpine glaciers. There is 
					no doubt that the glacier is retreating with comparative rapidity, 
					and this leads us to account for the various ice slabs about 
					the hut as remains of the glacier, but a puzzling fact confronts 
					this proposition in the discovery of penguin feathers in the 
					lower strata of ice in both ice caves. The shifting of levels 
					in the morainic material would account for the drying up of 
					some lakes and the terrace formations in others, whilst curious 
					trenches in the ground are obviously due to cracks in the ice 
					beneath. We are now quite convinced that the queer cones on 
					the Ramp are merely the result of the weathering of big blocks 
					of agglomerate. As weathering results they appear unique. We 
					have not yet a satisfactory explanation of the broad roadway 
					faults that traverse every small eminence in our immediate region. 
					They must originate from the unequal weathering of lava flows, 
					but it is difficult to imagine the process. The dip of the lavas 
					on our Cape corresponds with that of the lavas of Inaccessible 
					Island, and points to an eruptive centre to the south and not 
					towards Erebus. Here is food for reflection for the geologists.
					
The wind blew quite hard from the N.N.W. on Wednesday night, 
					fell calm in the day, and came from the S.E. with snow as we 
					started to return from our walk; there was a full blizzard by 
					the time we reached the hut.
					CHAPTER XIV - 
					PREPARATIONS: THE SPRING JOURNEY