she sounds perfectly sane to me. maybe the world had something to show her, sometimes ya gotta pay real close attention, in which "out there" becomes a spiritual term. she also said she was angry when new people arrived which is strange cause there were already 200 people there. quite possibly she felt intruded upon, but then again she wasn't living in a bamboo hut. maybe deep down she really liked it there but knew subconsciously she was leaving. a sort of spiritual death / awakening. being in services myself i can see how one might drift from there objectives. interesting story thanks!!
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